Loneliness....

is scary coz its a feeling which leaves a hole in your heart.

"Is it the same as pining for someone you love?"

"No. When you pine for someone you love, you have a target in mind. But loneliness leaves you feeling nothing..."

But I feel its so scary when you fall in love too.

Will he be true? Will he stay faithful? Will this last? Is he lying when he says he's out? Is he bored with you? Can he tell that you're upset? Will he chase after you should you leave? Can he really tell you why he loves you? Can I see him after work today? What will he think if I tell him blah, blah, blah? Am I nagging, am I quiet, am I good enough, am I pretty enough?

The list goes on and on and on.

What is truly scary is, there is no answer for you.

I think the truly scary part is, you never know.

My dear, its just as scary loving and pining for someone too.

A Love

When an old flame ever comes back, an ex-lover who returns every festival, someone who still doesnt move on after 2 years, a man who insists on loving you after all these time, what do you do?

It must hurt watching your love getting dressed for another man. It must pierce walking into a moment of cosiness between your love and another man. The heart must be bleeding watching your love being in love with another man. Doesn't it?

It sure dont make me feel elated to hear a confession from you yet again. I just wish you'll move on.