Tuesday, May 20, 2008
HHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII-YA!
After such a long drought of words, it seems so difficult to get the momentum going again. Much as I would love to say the picture galare is ready, it is NOT in reality, so I shall not get your hopes high up. What follows serves more as a memory recap for me rather than for my readers. In any case, please do do do continue checking back coz this dry spell of words shall end soon!
Throwing all precaution to the wind, I went head-on hosting a party. Looking back, the cons far outweigh the cons. In the process of assuring others' happiness and enjoyment, everything went wrong, every settlement screwed and everyone who was there to help was forced into the most awkward situtation ever. For everything I have to do, it reminded me it was all for a party which I never wanted in the first place. And for this reluctance, I came so close to losing him.
The ultimate consolation lies in the fact that the party was indeed enjoyable for some, everybody was pleasantly surprised and the situation was resolved.
Still, if given a chance, it wouldnt have happened.
However, I have yet to say my thanks to all those who matters.
To those who helped- BaoBeis, Kitty, Yun, SiewYang, Godfrey, Xuxu, Brett and Baby, thank you for every help rendered. I can only appreciate all those chores taken off my hands. Thank you for all pretty, thoughtful presents which suits me to a tee! You'll be seeing them all over me in a matter of time. :)
If anything, the whole hooha taught me one thing: Appreciation. It matters more than anything.
Besides, turning 21 doesnt signify much. LOL except that I'm drinking all I want! WOAH!
Nothing much happened for the last few weeks following the superb birthday week. Except maybe the actualy birthday itself was quite cosy and I think I'll like to keep it that way.
However, one major milestone crossed in life helped me grow up a little. Just a little....but signicantly enough to know what I want, what I wished for and what I would work to.
Life dealts its fair share of woes and joy. I'm hitting a quarter of my whole life soon. In the near future, the last generation of cousins are walking down the aisle. LOL much as I'm glad I have my Baby, I wouldnt fight to be the first to advance onto the next stage of life. In fact, I am contented with the way life is unfolding itself now.
On a totally unrelated topic, I had the first year anniversary just last monday and once again, I'd like to say time flies! Recounting all those first date, first kiss, first hug, first hand-holding and all those pretending-to-shop-but-actually-trying-to-hold-my-hand and should-i-kiss-her-or-should-i-wait moments, I can only smile a silly lovesick smile accompanied with the good "oh well...". Those memories belongs to only the two in love, exclusive to their minds.
It takes time to date a person, interest to carry on, passion to discover more and love to maintain it all. But above all, it requires the strength of two, patience on both sides and two way communication to keep it going. Ultimately though, its Fate which links us up and fits us like a compatible puzzle.
Of all my relationships, the degree of passion I've come to know, I've come to believe there ARE such things as finding your Right One. All those advice of "you'll just know", just keeps coming back and somehow, you REALLY DO JUST KNOW. All the intricacies of loving mechanisms come into play naturally!
Just in case, you should wish to go by my benchmark of Right One, look for the below signs:
1. you dress compatibly without even having to discuss what to wear.
2. your schedules ALWAYS fit regardless of what.
3. you get the same nonsencial brainwave without even having to say it.
4. you can ACT out your nonsense together without even pre-planning.
5. you're forever doing sub-text talking yet you always can catch onto each other's double entre with an eye contact.
6. you CAN'T keep your hands to yourselves.
All above are merely MY yardstick, babes! Btw, please do not practice Rule No. 6 in front of prubes and parents. It just lands you in BIIIGGGG trouble! Besides all I've mentioned, there's more but then I'm getting kinda tired.
So, so long, dearies!
P.S. Baby, you DO know that this one's for you! :)
P.P.S. XUXU!!!!! WAVE TO ME!!!
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