Whatever I put/brush/pat/brush on my face, she wants a part of it. It took me eons to convince her I did line her eyes with my eyeliner and that her eyes are indeed "black black" like mine.

Her stupid favourite yellow dog. (She called it that herself)
The fan was blowing in our faces. Thus the disappearance of her already non-existent eyes.
She tested her photo-taking skills. She can consider going into the photography field. After all, she was the one who told me how to pose, where to look and pose with who.

Silly faces.
She told me I cant bite her. But I still felt angry at her for crumpling my red dress & attempting to tear my stockings.

The failed attempt to capture the kiss. Note her open mouth.

The kiss was done after 5attempts.

My best friend is the stupid yellow dog.

She ignored papa when he asked to have a look at her spiderman vcd. After much persuasion and praises, she decided to tell him about the red and black spiderman. I didnt understand her half the time, not to mention my dad.We went to East Coast for our dinner. Hong Kong Cafe serves pretty decent food.

As all of us were busy studying the menu, Enen decided to try at ordering for herself too. she flipped through here, ran through there. Looking very very very seriously at the complicated thing, she asked me why got words? Pics can already ma! She listened to all our advice, she pondered for quite some time.


But she still couldn't quite decide what to have.

Frankly, neither does both the men in my life.

(Look at the frown on papa's face. He's not mad with the menu or the prices, but coz we took his attention away from soccer just to place an order) While all of them crack their heads about dinner, I got a little bored.

When Enen finally pointed to her dinner, it was aimed at a pic of banana slices with ice cream. She justified her choice by stating "My mommy say I can eat ice cream."There the men again. Soccer. Again. & again. & again!

She fell asleep waiting for her silly banana ice cream. I had to finish it up.
There was a big Spiderman on parade as we were accompanying her on the ferris wheel. This Ah Beng hoisted the huge spiderman on his shoulders and attracted the delight of all the children on site.

Including my silly Enen. When we mentioned home, she told me, "I can go home with spiderman. My mommy say I can."

-_-''

Just to end, here's she with my soft toys. At 3years old, she's still not as big as my Xiao Hei from taiwan.

I think I prefer these black and white shots. It covers every nauseating ugly bits of my face.

I feel disconnected from everything. from everybody, from every piece of me. I wonder when this mood will end.

I hate myself at times like this.