Laziness is in-bred. It exists in all bloods, flowing in all veins, swarming all over brains. Laziness has crippled my writing desire. Stemmed my flow of words.

OR so I made myself believe. In any case, there's nothing remotely intelligent about the following details below. They are to remind me I've lived yet another week, walking closer to my death. They are here to tell me I've enjoyed life to my fullest, on my own terms.

& here they are!

Tues: Met up with my darlings for dinner. Long scheduled, postponed, cancelled, resurrected due to our clashing timetables. Finally a time for us all to bitch, cam-whore & pose. I had a Alice-in-Wonderland moment. I felt as though I dropped into the rabbit hole and animated a cheery me. I love you sweethearts!

Wed: The kuku clubbing. I've been invited and pushed off all but this invitation to club with school pals. I anticipated kuku-ness. So I prep myself with backup plans; joining Irene & Mango at Zouk. The moment I saw the crowd thronged all over, Baby & I left. We ended up booging the night away with Triss&frenz. Kuku-ness all but non-existent. Drunkness was all over my stupor though. To this day, I wonder what nonsense I grappled to Baby.

Thur: Deepavali. Yunaish invited Baby&I over for lunch. Which gave birth to the idea of catching SawIV though I'm not of age. I passed the usher successfully. I wonder if I should rejoice that I can catch my lovely show or start going for anti-aging facial products. It wasn't a very good day. Though it was a very enjoyable one. You know what I mean? Actually, I dont know what I meant either. But who cares?!

Fri: I was invited back to CHIJ OLGC(the school I taught at for 5weeks) for the girls' Kaleidoscope concert. Much as I love my school, $12 per tix was outragous in my opinion. Its little wonder the parents all around Baby&I demanded for more light sticks to cover their costs. My Andy had to confuse those poor little prefects giving out freebies. I rolled my eyes numerous times to release my exasparation. But at the curious stares of the surrounding parents, I wonder if they wonder that its possible that Baby&I have a daughter old enough to be enrolled and performing on the school stage. Hm.....

Sat: Was no big fuss. The usual lazy date. The only exception; Baby finally brought me to the StillRd pepper crab. I can only say seafood is my forte. Baby learnt 2 facts. First, I make a noisy monopoly player. Second, I make a damn good property mongul. To this present moment, he regrets his decision the second I bankrupted his measly fortune. Ha!

No comments about the rest of my days.

Only that Baby cooked lunch today. I raised my whim, he served that dish. Much that I dislike wine or liquor in my food, I finished my lunch coz my baby cooked. I think its only right when he made so much effort. And it taste good in spite of my hesitation.

He told me its nice to wake up to see me beside him.

I find it sweet to just simply be with him.

But I didnt say anything.

He will never come to realise it.

So, I merely smiled and kissed him.