Alright. So there's something wrong with the damn date line. I seriously couldnt care less.

The point?
I feel damn unpretty. Through no fault of you-know-who-you-are-s. Its just been shades of grey floating around. Much like the reflection of sky. I automated on bleakness when my eyes flitters open, then my mood swings onto sunny side up by mid noon. But as th day progresses and the light gets dimmer, my heart sinks along with it as thoughts pop in.

Ah....the wonders of the hint of menses. Damn time of the month soon.

Anyway, which girlfriend in her right mind wont mind the fact that her bf thinks she looks like rubbish dump? OR even just that she is some pah sah ah soh? If you really love your boy, you will need to be assure you're the most beautiful to him. Like even Maggie Q can go and die kind of dazzlement over ur bf. Every girl's the same. Every men's the same. Every relationship's about the same. OR is this just another sweeping statement of mine? Alright its unjustified.

& all of a sudden, I pulled a thread of thought swarming in his head for now. Huda said she witnessed a vey public display of LLLooooooooovvving but our beloved school mate on the bus. As she watched the disgusting couple french each other, she got more and more revolted. Not merely coz of the cheek of forcing an entire crowd to witness their damn undying passion *rolls my eyes* but also coz the couple looks crap. Like ugly face. Ugly like there's dotted pimples as many as mozerella cheese on pizza, lips thick like hotdogs, eyes so small its practically non-existent kind.

So i ventured a question. It goes something like "So if its a beautiful girl, you wouldnt mind watching her kissing a guy? Or lets say the couple is lovely and easy on the eyes, you wont mind it so much?" Huda answered that she wouldnt mind it so much. So I guess she's saying she wont mind me kissing in front of her. I love my friends!

Speaking of "easy on the eyes", once upon a long long time ago, one friend mentioned I am "easy on the eye". and I can;'t for the life of me remember who was the sweet one.....So hey if its you, remind me okies?

Lastly, baby and I took to playing a game of fairytale telling. I kinda of regretted introducing this game which I used to enoy with Enen exclusively for so long to my baby. But then, lets just say its been fun for him.

BEsides that, there's nothing much I wish to say.
Just maybe, I feel unpretty and my life is ten shades of grey again.