Diamonds are forever

Once Mango and I walked by bridal shops. We were tempted by the swirls of romance laced in gowns. We were busy determining our own perfect wedding. We were occupied in describing the engagement ring, wedding ring and anniversary ring. (Yes there is so many damn rings)

We were led on a wld gooseberry chase when Claudia dragged us through the whole of Taka looking for her perfect wedding ring. Then my hp blips, and the message reads, "Girl no more wedding. But I'm alright. Still got the engagement ring. :)"

Yes, it came exactly with the smiley face at the end. To begin with, I find it ambigious. Right from the start, the engagement ring caused the rift. Besides getting the wrong ring size, he proposed the "wrong" way. Actually, I didnt even know there is "wrong" and "right" way of proposing. That is, until she told me. On top of that, they've only dated for less than a year. A year of which they are at opposite ends of the world 70% of the time. The supposed preparation of the wedding falls on her shoulders. To the extent of choosing the wedding rings.

Damn me if I say I'm not happy that the wedding's called off.

Often we are so busy focusing on the grand day itself, we forget the motive behind this day itself.

Marry on the spur of moment.
Propose on the high of love.
Glide in on the heels of Jimmy Choo.
Clad in the lace dream of Vera Wang.
Diamonds sparkled from the ears and throat.

But what comes after the tables are cleared, the gown packed, the bridesmaids gone?

You are left walking the remaining of your life with someone you may not even wish to sleep on the same bed with. What then?

On the other hand, so what if you marry someone you think you really love? Is it even going to last?

Men grow cold as girls grow old,
and we all loose our charms in the end
But square cut or pear shaped
these rocks dont lose their shape.
Diamonds are a girls best friend.

One thing I'm so sure though.

Diamonds are forever.


Song lyrics Diamonds Are A Girls Best Friend lyrics

Happy Halloween.

Okies I lost what I was going to say. I dont feel happy. Not at all.

I received those mysterious gifts again. Once in a few months, mysterious gifts appear in the form of delivery men. I got blue and yellow roses in the midst of dandelions and baby's breath. 52 again. 52 stalks. What does it mean??

Who are YOU??

We had to do a weird format of poem; includes who,what,where,when,why. My classmate did this of me.

Wen Qi
Buys shoes
In every shoe shop
Each and every day
She's so addicted!

So Fact 101: Wen Qi is the next Imelda.

I can't seem to every clear my name. A girl just simply can't have too many shoes. The moment I get a new outfit, a different colour, a particular design, I think of another type of shoe to go along with it. So its not that I wish for so many shoes, but in fact its to satisfy my vanity.

On a side note, I tried wearing flats today. I only walked like a few millimeters, and 6blisters popped up. By the time I got home, one burst and starting bleeding into the leather. So now I've got a soiled fucked-up shoe, which cost me $100 coz of that bloody swaroski crystals, and a coupl of painful toes.

Do you still wonder why I stick to heels??

Alright. So there's something wrong with the damn date line. I seriously couldnt care less.

The point?
I feel damn unpretty. Through no fault of you-know-who-you-are-s. Its just been shades of grey floating around. Much like the reflection of sky. I automated on bleakness when my eyes flitters open, then my mood swings onto sunny side up by mid noon. But as th day progresses and the light gets dimmer, my heart sinks along with it as thoughts pop in.

Ah....the wonders of the hint of menses. Damn time of the month soon.

Anyway, which girlfriend in her right mind wont mind the fact that her bf thinks she looks like rubbish dump? OR even just that she is some pah sah ah soh? If you really love your boy, you will need to be assure you're the most beautiful to him. Like even Maggie Q can go and die kind of dazzlement over ur bf. Every girl's the same. Every men's the same. Every relationship's about the same. OR is this just another sweeping statement of mine? Alright its unjustified.

& all of a sudden, I pulled a thread of thought swarming in his head for now. Huda said she witnessed a vey public display of LLLooooooooovvving but our beloved school mate on the bus. As she watched the disgusting couple french each other, she got more and more revolted. Not merely coz of the cheek of forcing an entire crowd to witness their damn undying passion *rolls my eyes* but also coz the couple looks crap. Like ugly face. Ugly like there's dotted pimples as many as mozerella cheese on pizza, lips thick like hotdogs, eyes so small its practically non-existent kind.

So i ventured a question. It goes something like "So if its a beautiful girl, you wouldnt mind watching her kissing a guy? Or lets say the couple is lovely and easy on the eyes, you wont mind it so much?" Huda answered that she wouldnt mind it so much. So I guess she's saying she wont mind me kissing in front of her. I love my friends!

Speaking of "easy on the eyes", once upon a long long time ago, one friend mentioned I am "easy on the eye". and I can;'t for the life of me remember who was the sweet one.....So hey if its you, remind me okies?

Lastly, baby and I took to playing a game of fairytale telling. I kinda of regretted introducing this game which I used to enoy with Enen exclusively for so long to my baby. But then, lets just say its been fun for him.

BEsides that, there's nothing much I wish to say.
Just maybe, I feel unpretty and my life is ten shades of grey again.

Ting told me all about the wisdom tooth extract.




In a nutshell, its one bloody excruciating pain which allows you to lose weight without much effort.



Dear, I wish you will get well soon. Sometimes, the bones which we bury resurface. The ties which we cut comes flying back. & our worlds stopped momentarily, us stuck in the moment we scrape off all those times. At times, the pillar we wish to rely on can't be there or refuse to be there, but you have Me.


Take care of that teeth, darling. Miss you!

Update. Another picture galore. Eye feast.

Visited Enen. Again.

That makes two visits in the week.

She cried when we were leaving.

"I wan follow Huang Ma Ma. I wan sleep Elmo."

"No la, tomolo you got school."

Tears started welling up in her tiny eyes. And we felt so bad for making her cry. the said Huang Mama made a last attempt to console Enen.

"Saturday we go kai kai ok? You dont cry."

"I bu yao!!! I wan sleep now!!" My little enen sobbed her heart out.

That explains why she's sleeping on my bed, between my softies and smiling in her little dream with that little cherry lips.

Baby.....

Enen is over now.
Enen. Elmo. Me. Levon. I like tonight.

P.S. Pardon the messy hair of mine.

MY SUPER LONG POST

1. I used to love bathing so much it was listed as one of my hobbies.



2. I love blood, gore, anything to do with death.



3. I aspire to look like porcelain doll. I find it just so pretty.



4. I can sleep through all sorts of noises but awakes at the slightest touch.



5. 98% of my bed is occpuied by my soft toy family and 2% for me to sleep on.



6. I can't stop shopping even when I have only -.-- in my bank a/c. I once bought a whole set of tea pot coz I just couldn't stand going home empty handed at the end of shopping day.
   

Basically that's it. I tag Jolyn, Sherilyn, Jess, Germy, Eddie and Cassandra.

Chinese Garden for Mid-Autumn festival with Enen. I love her. Like mad.

I love this baby like my own.

-I shall end this post now-

2719. Xmas present.

2719. And I'm still thinking about it.

This love bug which bites on the quiet.
Had me not enough of my baby.
MAmbo-ing to cutting class.
LAzing in the overbright sunny noon arms.

24hours and counting.
One full day and ticking.
Still we are hooked on the kick of honeymoon stage.
6months. It's been half a year since we've been together.
These times.

Damn if I dont love my baby right.