I have mentioned this 1836376547364 267times. So much so it is so damn rotten. Time flies.



Still, it's been

1 year since I've put my name down on a dotted line, commiting myself to being a teacher.

2years since I last put on a school uniform.

3years since Enen has grown up.

4years since I've been __________ . Consequently, that was the last time I get to ever laugh without a tainted heart.

5years since I've nothing to worry about.

6years since I left my first major crush behind.

7years since I think brown checked skirts make nice uniforms.

8years since I was a naive innocent.

16years since I enjoyed my life fully.

18years since I've been carried out of the house and everywhere.

20years since I've left my mama's womb.



Sometimes I wish I didnt leave it at all. But obviously those were the times my brain kenna short-circuit. Coz I am glad I left her apron strings.

I can feel one of my damn moods coming on. Fuck. I really dont wish for this to happen. But I can't stop feeling everything should be in doubt. Fuck fuck fuck. These moods will kill me.