I realise people read this. And some are using it against me.

I appreciate it if you read and sympathise, or keep quiet, or curse me silently to death or scream vulgarities in front of your com.

DONT USE IT AGAINST ME. FUCK OFF.

And I'm getting my life sorted. I pray to be moving out. SOON. I will grit my teeth and be myself again. I shall know I'm worth it or not.

Lastly, I shall start work this friday. As a teacher! Staff meeting in school by 9am. School life......report for work on monday by 7am. Coz we sing the national anthem by 735am. Sian hor......Pray that the principal will like me. But I can't wait to be a teacher! Shall dye my hair black again by wednesday.

I like me better when I'm a psychopath.