Blog: an online diary; a personal chronological log of thoughts published on a Web page.

Wikipedia left out the fact that it allows me to know what's going on in your lives as I'm going about mine. It forgot the fact that it grants you the ability to look into my mind as you buzz about your activites.

I drop in on your thoughts, your dreams, your lives occasionally. I sit in on your problems most probably. But you may never know I did. It isn't due to bad blood or quarrels which causes drifts amongst us. Just we were busy getting on with life.

At the end of the day though, I still care about you.

However, much as blogs serve as our bridge, it brings about depression easier isn't it? I'm not out of misery. But at least I'm getting out of it. I can merely wish that you've reached the end of the dark forest, that you hear the bright laughter of happiness.

I caught a few snatches of sadness on Huiying's site. The blues drives out the best words. But it doesnt always have to be about adjection. I want mine to be about gratefulness.

Its when you cry your eyes over concern shown
because people are loving you more than you loving yourself.

Its when you start looking after your wounds
because someone is hurting when you let it be.

Its when you pick through the pieces, saving the best
because you want to be the best for him.

Its when you smile first thing in the morning
beacuse you know you're getting somewhere.

Its when I giggle my happiness into the hollow of days, that I know I'll become myself someday.

I'm no longer living my life for myself. Coz I'll be hurting my baby if I do.

P.S. Its my turn to wish that you will be happy again. But quoting from you the sun is still shining brightly in the day, it will reach all corners eventually. Chin up, my dear!