What do you do when the rain's beating on the windows, inviting you to bed?
Sleep.

Except I cant fall asleep. Even though Im so damn tired.

Why am I so tired when I'm sitting on my fat ass 24/7 during school vacation?
I'm too light a sleeper to ever really sleep properly except when someone sleeps with me. Eternal fear of darkness. Dont ask me. My parents must have scarred me permanently when they decided horror movies are meant for 7yr olds.

So here I am, re-booting the worn Xiao Hei for the 28253564354time today. I can;t believe he's with me for less than a year and yet his sparepart is faulty.

Which brings to mind I cant believe my new Z610i has been with me for less than 2months and its already faulty.

Is it me? Or is it them?

Alright. It's me.

And I just realised some smses are not sent coz i didnt pay my bill. And I'm down to my freaking ---. dollar And there's the hall bills.

I need money. I need a job. Without CPF contribution. I need a life.

And screw you Desmond, I'm spoken for. Now bugger off.