Its E-learning week which means I am supposed to log online and complete work at my own pace. Which also means this lazybum will lay off all work till the very very late minute. It didnt help that I decided to move back home, all the late nights and sleeping in. I was thinking after all, CNY is coming up and I could use the time to clear up the clutter in my room, get some back log work done, pen in some entries and spend some time with someone.

Only to have to spend my very last dollar to a doctor's visit, my mom telling me she has to go for an op, a torn and dusty Teddy from my very own overzealous Baby, a freaking laptop which blanks out on me and getting pretty much fscrewed up in all aspects.

So much for a bloody happy new year. So much for looking forward to new stuff. Suddenly, everything is too much. The light is getting too bright, feet feels heavier and even drawing breath is such a hassle. Only studies offers the stability I crave. Work, music, studies. I wish work can bury me whole again. No more complains this time round. Just work work work. Moreover, it brings me money. I can't believe my bank has got only freaking 3digits, inclusive of dollars and cents.

oh great. now my freaking ipod's freaking out on me too.

fucking hell