I may have found the warm, life size, not ticklish Elmo I want.....Not big mouthed though....BUT what's the use of a big mouthed bf?? He's more of my dear old man though.....not very Elmo-ish....

I realised all the getting together always happen so fast. I have no idea as well. But I would say this is nice....I feel as if I see him everyday though I've only seen him 3 times. Lol and I didnt realise till he mentions. I think what sets it apart is that he's willing to sought out the supernaturals with me. Normally, people will just dissuade me and lock me up at home. I feel that he'll give in easier. I dont know....

He's off to Japan for now. Let's see if he's got step 1 covered when I see him next week. Lol.... Anticipation isnt exactly a comfortable feeling. Lol but then steps covered or not, I think my mind's made up.

Maybe God was listening after all!