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Sunday, February 19, 2006

Ed says its easy money giving tuition. It's not at all.

The kids are lovable, no doubt. But they do the most provoking stuff to you. The smile and grin and laugh. We have enjoyable lessons and go through the books fast. Yet when it comes to homework, either "school got a lot of homework" or "but I very tired lei".

These words transport me all the way back. I couldn't understand why my tutors and parents pushed me so hard back then. Now I'm caught in a dilemma. i used to swear and say I will never do the same pressure breaking practice on any kids. My time came and I find myself pushing them. In essence, I'm nothing like those evil wicthes under the pretense of tutors of course! I'm merely helping my kids strive for their own potential.

To them though, I'm exactly the evil witch. I tried to make up for my negative image by briding them with sweets and stamps and markers and gifts. But it doesnt change the fact that I'm not very nice when it comes to work, does it? how I wish I can be nice AND liked at the same time!

Anyway life has been upsetting. Sometimes human nature behaves like the mind of a woman. I've got what I want, what any girl could possibly have, yet I'm finding myself attempting to topple everything I once held so dear.

OooohH! Wait! Its my pre-PMS again!

Currently acting sophiscated with "Seven Types of Ambiguity"
10:40 PM