Most most most probably, the results will be out soon. And I cant help but wish the days will simply just back trek. Which is funny since I just complained yesterday how my life is mundane now.

The worst I can get: Repeat my year / go SIM or something.

The best: Scraping a pass to manage a place in Uni.

Obviously I'll pray for a miracle to make my day with option2. But it isnt much of a decision coz I did indeed pray! The lot I got says I'm neither here nor there. That means I'm almost as good as finished.

My mom cant wait for the results to be out. Sadly, I dont share her sentiments. She tells me the faster they announce the results, the better her life will be. Like HELLO!! Who took the bloody exams? I'm not even craving for one tiny detail of the Major, why is she so bothered?

Fine! I admit my reason is stupid but its everybody's reason! Result.

Will I make it to Uni? If not, how am I going to face my parents? And what will my relatives/friends/classmates/tutors say?? How many people will snigger behind their hands at the pathetic results? After a carefree though frivolous lifestyle, I cant begin to deny reality.

I cant help it. Wo ai mian zi. I cant afford to fail this exam, regardless for my mom's sake or dad's expectations or the aunties' anticipation or my own face.

Bloody hell! Why didnt I think of it when I skipped my classes?