While I'm sitting comfortably, my head gets ravaged by an uber idiot. Well not so much an idiot, just a disgruntled bitch. After days of staying at home, doing nothing, going out to shop, it makes me realise something. Somehow it isnt expected of families. But in my case, it is quite the only topic my pathetic excuse of a family can broah with me.

It always goes round the same issues. The why-so-stupid, why-so-crazy, why-so-fat, why-so-idiot issues. Sometimes even jobs are not your field to choose. Coz obligation comes in. Coz I'm indebted to them. Or so they believe. I agree I am. After all they reared me for so long. The expense's huge if anything. But it doesnt mean they can just throw their weight and declare ownership of me.

Yesteryear, I thought my dad wasn't as bad as my mom. After all he doesnt attempt to stick himself onto me 24/7. Now the DragonLady's a totally different case. YET now, I have a set of parents who's not only obstinate but irritating.

One continually pegs me down, the other suppresses and belittles me constantly. So what if I cant compare to them? I got THEIR genes. Did they think about that? Or is it my fault I turned out like this? Solely mine.

I've said before and I'll say it again. I wan to leave this prison as soon as possible.