I'm not exactly happy...& I have ample reason to be more than just exhilerated.

Everything's fine and nice again. After that torn, it was peaches n cream once again.

I even got a new pair of heels. According to the salesgirl, its very "now & sex trend". That's what she said!

So I'll wear that and walk on the guy for S&M sex?

His back will be crispy by the time I'm done with him then.

No. I think I'm more likely to wear to club and dance "My Hump" with HuiTing with the world laughing at my wobbling stomach, trembling thighs and quivering ass.

But then again, maybe I'll already have tripped and fell flat on my front when I attempt to walk on that 4inch heels.

Oh....what a dilemma!

I'm still not happy. I'm still not satisfied with my world. Coz I'm still not getting what I want.

Is it him or me? Supposedly, I didnt do a good enough job as DaGirlfriend to assure him. But if anything, he makes me insecure more like it!

Argh! Clueless.