First meeting after he went for the sergarant(I don't know its spelt) thing! I may not know how to spell it but its a very tough segment of army okies! That makes him an officer!! The girls keep telling me there'll be Meimeis out there waiting. Considering the fact that the higher orders actually hand out condoms for overseas training, I don't look light in that fact.

Anyway I was quite irritated prior to the meeting. Not becoz he did anything irritatable. But I was on a crowded train with bloody fucker right behind me. Initially on the NEL line he was already behaving funny. Accidentally brushed against somebody's boobs. For god's sake! The train wasn't THAT pack then. Later on he took the same train down to orchard as well. This time round he stood directly behind me. & he had the fucking guts to squeeze my ass! I couldn't really do much coz the train was so cram. He could cook up any excuse. Such people know exactly this therefore the nerve! From what sexual deprived planet do they come from??

But then I saw him! & it was okies I guess. I mean it's just a squeeze. Just need to be careful next time. We dressed formal today coz I want to be nice for once & we both were! Too bad we ddint take pictures of our granduer. There's this new book shop opp Ashley's(his shampoo is da best. you get strawberry hair there). Remember Harry Potter's Chamber of Secrets? Tom Riddle's diary was sold there! Leather bound & all! The price: $85. !!@#$$ When I work then I get it.

Was just browsing for his shoes when "what time is it" began. The surprise began! Turned out we had a movie date with Grand for CorpseBride. The show's pretty interesting. Ironies & all. The poor couple was the same height while the rich fellows has the wife towering over the husband sort of thing. & there's this part whereby the carriage driver fell off the carriage dead while the lady simply cursed him for coughing loudly && not driving properly. Tim Burton's way of asking us to reflect on how we treat others I guess. Then he coloured the dead while the living is just black&white. You'll only live after you die perhaps? If then I really cant wait for death. I'll be Emily. Btw the movie's a classic.

Emily: "My heart's stopped beating, yet I can feel it break. I thought my tears have dried, yet I've more to shed."

Pretty song.

Then he lied that we were going WestCoast Mac la! We ended up at Sentosa. It was all a frantic chase. Cable car was first. drove off the the wrong side & walked miles sweating like shit. Not very nice! Sweating when you're dressed up to the nines?? Pui! Wahaha then he placed me at the chinese restaurant to wait for him to pick me up.

"Must run back to your car hor! Dont leave me alone too long!"

& he really ran. Wahaha! Gave him his presents in the cable car. XinYi saw it before & commented that I'm too sweet that its sickening. It kept playing in my mind when I offered up the gifts. Glad that he likes it. Well the name's hideous but I sew it, so it means more right? (btw for those who's in the dark, I made a jap guardian hankie angel for him & sew his name specifically on it)

After the ride was dinner at Sharkey's. Initially I thought he arranged for the cable car or Cliff. While Sharkey's not on par with the former, its the thought that counts. The food's not fantastic. But company's important. I'll save for the Cliff next time ba.

Sneaked off home for awhile since they're out for once. Then took crazy pictures in the car. I'm very grateful to the surprise & I enjoyed it immersely. But after a spectacular date, its rather jerky to end it on a melancholy note. He was sending me down to Kembangan when he broke the silence(which isn't a very uncomfortable one)

"I may never have another serious girlfriend after we break up"

Is it my fault or is he jaded? I don't really know...I just hoped that if that's the case, I want him to get the best out of this relationship. It bores down to the chemistry & bond between us. I believe its just right now. But like he said, "what will happen when I attend Uni?" We won't know. But at least we know NOW. I very much rather we get stuck here. Like a broken record. Mundane yes. Routine & boring. But it's the right balance you see. I have him & he has me.

P.S. & Joce just told me Mas proposed so she's engaged now! Now that's worth popping the champagne! Only the girl told me she's going to be a camel for the next few days coz she ate alot today! Wa lua!! She already ate like a bird la! Camel now! I really feel like I should just cut off my flesh or something.