Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Life's just bleak. It's just nothing when you think of it. You come into the world with nothing, grow up wanting everything, only to die with nothing. Its fucking bleak. Look at what you have. What are you judged on? Besides the usual car, brands, house, family, business? I'm just nothing without Da Family.
I admire people who dont look for much in life, who desire little, gets nothing and simply survive on pure principles. There's never a stage in my life when I desire nothing. XiaoMei's getting married but she doesnt want any ring. She doesnt even want a banquet. I'll positively die if I get married without one. See what I mean?
Just like precious stones will never be the same as diamonds, I want a branded life out of extraordinary measures. But such a life doesnt get me anywhere. I'll just be a manniquien clothed and fed. I'll be the stranger walking in the streets. I'm just the ordinary with a cert to show-off and an accent to boot. I'm nothing.
I'm nothing.
10:58 PM