Cosmo Canada ran an article about bettering females in order to hold onto a guy. I went round places looking for this issue. Only to be utterly disappointed in terms of content. It just a bunch of ladies offering their advice. While its commendable they share but how many actually applies and work? I scanned through the pages and felt like scorning my sex for believing shit. I glad I'm sensible.

& I really strive to be the better girlfriend but there'll always be someone better passing by. Is there any point in bettering yourself for a person whom you're unsure about the future? Most women in the mag are in short relationships. What makes them dish out these random advice? I wont coz I can't. I play the mind games, enjoy the hide-and-seek all the while expecting uptmost patience. Try as I want, I can't be the all giving no bars withhold gf. That makes me a terrible gf?

Oh I don't know. Been harping on weight & diet. Well when you've seen a perfect girl, I do mean PERFECT, you'll just be so down. I felt like an oil tank now.Anyway I kept to da eat-the-right-food kinda thing. I ate papaya for snack lei.

Ooohh & there's the muscle relaxant pills. Initially I requested for sleeping pills. But the doctor recommended I take these instead. According to the profession medical field, sleeping pills at times work too well. I don't want my system to rely on chemicals to opearte. Therefore I conceded to muscle relaxant pills. I'll report on the results okies?