Tuesday, September 06, 2005
I sincerely believe platonic friendship between males & females is possible. Its how you perceive it that affects the relationship.
Net friends are most probably desperate guys hoping to hook up with girls. No denying decency exists too. Yet its only one in a million. How lucky can one get to win that prize? Its practically zero.
Yet the lure is great. For meeting friends/easing loneliness/feeling abandoned/impersonating an imaginary character/etc. The list is endless. People still get hooked daily. Its a religion I tell you.Look at the users opting for Friendster/Zorpia/whatever shit! We stay more faithful to it than to our religion.
I'm one of the blind followers. For the fun of it. Its pretty comforting to check the visitors guage everyday. To know your site is visited 10times daily. To see the number jumping. To get responses from strangers wishing to be your friend(& being able to snub their requests). Its all in the ego. For me at least.
& I'm chanced upon my fair share of shit. Its rather comforting to know I can differentiate them from the lot. Was weeding out all these shit. A sense of satisfaction crept over me then. But then the thought of them never knowing irritates me very much. Its like smashing your things at a wall & no reaction ever comes. I won't get the satisfaction of stamping all over their ugly smelly feet & laugh in their face while showing them the finger.
That's one extremely irritating factor in my life now. Maybe I should slim down & go bar hopping while executing bartop dancing. They'll see me then. Well when they clear the fog of smoke & train their vision accurately, they'll see me that is. Of course thats provided if I ever do slim down.
Hm.......
& I've digressed from my initial motive totally. Oh whatever. Its MY blog for goodness sake. I do whatever I like.
11:08 PM