Last night was the worst of all nights. Facing a the past week's dream-full nights, I can barely drag myself out of bed in the mornings. Or should I say afternoons since its 1pm I got up.

Last night's was slightly different but completely similar.

It began with me tossing & turning in my bed, waiting for dreamland to cliam me once again. It took dream lord reasonably long to take me. But when he took me, I wished all over again that I was awake.

What a dream.

Now, most of you know my bad blood with Ms Lam. She's not bad as a teacher. She just doesn't me. We just don't click. She made a round of calls a few weeks ago to everyone. To check their revision progress. She didn't call me. Or maybe she did but I wasn't home to answer the call. Whatever. I couldn't care less about her.

Last night's dream was all about her. I dreamt she turned up at my house for house visit. All becoz I didn't pick up her call the other day. My bro answered the door in my dream & the dream me had this gut feeling it would be her at ringing the doorbell. He let her in & she told my parents all about me. Strange enough, she didn't mention calling my "dad"(now that's another story I don't wish to go into). But my parents were so disappointed with me that I couldn't face them anymore & died. I actually died in my dream.

I've wished myself dead or critically ill so my parents will knwo how much they love me. But it has never happened. So why in my dream? Its not the first time I'm dead in dream land. But still its kinda scary.

I woke up to a raging cramp in my left knee. Everything associated wtih that woman is painful. Lucky the cramp kept me from more similar dreams. By dawn, I've drifted off to pure sleep land. & woke up at 1pm once again.