Had one just barely a day ago. Still so hooked on playing nookie. Life after bliss isn't nice at all. I get cold turkey. The withdrawal symptoms are presenting itself.And I just can't help indulging in it. You'll understand when you find that someone.

Wanted to surprise him by presenting myself in his house. Like starre la! But I'm too lousy I guess. He knew it even before I came out. But then(!) its only coz Jillian told him.Lolz he suspected a little evn before he reach home la. Okies la, you're smart alright? Surprise or no surprise doesn't matter. Coz we had our time. Surprise for me too! Bought me Elmo!

Elmo's sitting on e pretty bed now, nursing his injured hand(sat on it yesterday, So it's broken for now). He actually carried that big red thing to Plaza to meet me. Simply watched Initial D and bought his stuff and its home.

Time slips by when you least want it to, crawls off when you pray for it to speed up. It's a funny thing. Just wish I could have stayed out.

Still love him.