Superstar on channel U. Programme to churn out two bright stars to leave a mark in Asia. But looking at the quality of the people.....hm....let's just say it leaves much to be desired. Singapore surely has its fair share of talent with looks. But they are always the ones who are missing out on such competitons. Why? Coz they have thin skin? only those who possess thick skin goes on? Hm....Perhaps it's just a stupidSingapore trend.

Down the road in 20, 30 years, where will i be? What life will i lead? Parents will always tell their kids to study hard so that they will have a fulfilling life later on. Their idea of fulfilment: Having material comforts. It is nice to be able to enjoy the luxury. But material comfort is the furthest extent of their ideal life. It doesn't surprise me that Singapore has no culture at all. The older generation was too busy making their own marks to cultivate such aspect in life. The younger generation is too busy pampering themselves to bother about such stuff. This is disgressing from my actual topic. Let's go back to it.

So! What about me?
1st scenario: I could be a housewife stuck at home with a busload of screaming dirty brats and an insensitive husband who sticks to his drinking buddies and tv and soccer bets. The brats will be a headache to schools and the husband to me. That's not a life i want. I studied so hard not to be a haggard woman cut off from society, having only my family as my world.

2nd scenario: I'll be the successful businesswoman of the year. I'll live in my big palace in Holland Drive and own a olympic size pool with my personal assistants and ladies-in-waiting. Enjoying my palace in a cold lonely way. As an old cow-faced shrewd.

3rd scenario: I'll be enjoying my life with a proper family, a career which allows me creativity and a comrfortable place to live in. To sip a cocktail while the daddy and kids are in e pool. The maid will be annoucing dinner with a bell and i'll work on flexible hours from home. And I'll have cooking nights, concert nights, musical nights, reading nights, market nights, and MacDonald's Sunday Breakfast. Kid's night is every night. That's life....

He's coming out @8pm on friday night! But i won't be there of course....whatever.