I passed a sigh, exhaled the frauds.
Fakery of life i was taught.
Smiles and deceit replace all.
Mask of society facing thoughts.

-Marquis De Sade-
Its disgusting how some people turn out in this world. Especially men. They get all the funny ideas regarding all aspects. Essentially sex. Marquis De Sade. The originator of the word 'sadist'. He fantasizes about torturing woemn while having sex with them. Cutting of tongues while doing blowjobs. Digging hole in belly button and then ejaculating in the wound. Ting asked why did God made people like that? God is just like anyone of us i guess. Just that he's smarter and wiser. He makes mistakes too. Judging from the way the world's turning out to be, God's really working much less diligently than before. Or was just an elaborate way of destroying the race he created?

-Irritant-
Snapped. At. Is it me or them? Used to one. But the other wasnt supposed to be that way. There must be something wrong with me. What is it?

-The World-
I took the bus home again. The people at the busstop stared at me. The passengers on the bus sniggered at me. The parent in the lift stole questioning glances at me. I caught spying eyes glaring at me. They wear a protection of invisible cloak. My mom's tailing me everywhere. With her soul, her mind, her will. I'm going crazy. They are laughing at me. She's pushing me off the edge of the cliff. She'll nudge and down i'll go. I'm crazy.

-samuel-
I always thought hatred of people, one's bound to feel it. Samuel seems thick. Dense. Stupid. Fucking stupid. Smashed my phone and screamed him off the earth. All that occured in the safe capacity of my mind.

-I had a dream-
In it i was taking a cab home. An accident happened on TPE exit to Punggol. The cabbie drove to take the AngMohKio exit. Which is wrong. I panicked and pointed to SengKang exit. he drove straight on. He knows I'm not the clean girl I pretend to be. He wants to try something funny. We went to Compass Point together. he tried to sneak an arm aroudn my shoulders. I warned him to keep his hands to himself. His retort was that I'm not the pure innocent girl so drop the pretense. I scratched his face and pulled off his specs. I woke up then to find myself clawing the air. The next day i realised it was true.