-videos-
I just watched my bday videos and i find myself so....haiz....maybe i'm not so bad in real life?just on cam?which is it?its funny but its embarrassing.

-work in process-
i'm working on something. too precious to be mentioned. too sacred to be revealed. ask me maybe i'll tell u.

-college day-
it sucks. the principal is basically plp. overbearing. how great can a person be if no one ever heard of him? and shedding crocodile tears.took pics on yunyun's hp. we look pretty.sometimes my confidence is disgusting.

-naive cousin-
meishi is already 23yrs old. i don't understand why the whole family is so anxious about the guy she's with. we know he's a mistake and a very great one at that. however i believe she should make her own mistakes and learn from it. i appreciate my aunt's effort to protect her from that married guy. he could be playing her yes. but after trying unsuccessfully, isn't it time for them to simply stand by the side and assist her when she falls? instead to repeated going after her, tracking her whereabouts,hiring private eye to investigate and tail the guy? it'll just be a waste of money, time and effort. but obivously, the older generation believe in interfering. horrible.

-stupidity-
was having brunch with my parents when the subject of kids came up. my darling bro got to go out as usual. of coz, he gets the com, he gets the phone, he gets the right to behave as fit a prince. anyway back to the subject of kids, my mom says the order of the kid determines the intelligence level. she pointedly look at me and said the first born is always the stupid/honest/boring/nice/naive one. to her, my intelligence is incomparable to his. i feel like throwing back in her face that her clever son scored as much as me for o-levels and is in the same school. her beloved son who had to work hard round the year to obtain a stupid 14 points. its not great. its average. he works like mad to get an average. so smart of a son. watever.

-left with 2 weeks b4 he's in. but we only have 2days left tog. pathetic.-