Thursday, April 07, 2005
Imp of the Perverse-the ultimate story of Poe of human perverseness.His world is so bleak and dark,gloomy and stormy.Death revolves in his life and he always lose sumone.He never gets any better emotionally, he went bersek eventually.But his ideas, depressing it may be, it holds some truth.His world has no moral conduct,he believes we step closer to death each passing day and we are the true gothic figures ourselves.
We thought ourselves superior.But at the end of the day,we are no better than animals.We still have cave man instinct within us. Scary yes,disgusting yes but true.How else can we explain all the terror n horror we arose in ourselves?wE are simply wasting our lives logging for material stuff.Wat abt the spiritual well being?what abt my true passion?Sumhow it always feels like i'm living a bleak world.
Ms Kon says we'r living on teh edge of a certain revolution.The bible believes eventually the world will end. and economists believe the time wil arrive in 50-100 years times. Since i know my future's so bleak, why bother striving so hard now?
I feel like going down the egde of cliff.to live my fear in my dying moment.Onli when i step towards death will i gain knowledge.Ironic, The knowledge i gain is immerse, Yet i have to die.
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