Ppl, u know ur special when i gave u my blog add....there isnt much i hide from u... after all, we've been thru thick n thin...YOU!yes you!i love you loads but there r sum things which u cant help me with...

Nat, i know wat happened was worrying...but plz...let me explain things myself...

_Tpjcians and my lovely 4H,

-s-is really really out of my life.i saw through him. even if i don't, i hate him for what he did to me.i didnt see it then, but i know now...trust me on tis.plus there's an addition who is helpin things improve.May&Co., e truth is -s- made an advance. i retreated.yes it insulted me alot.he used to hurt me in that sense.but after e last time, don't u think i'll be smarter?i'm nt e starry-eyed ger who's blind to him b4.he degrades me.he insults me.but i cant do anyting except ignore him.brian was like tis.nazaar was like tis.i pulled thru didnt i?he wans his money back, i'll juz pay him back. enuf said ya?

was just reading xiaxue's blog.chanced across tis entry abt frenz.jianxiang came up immediately.i understand guys dun like to appear too friendly to gers who r attached.i know u read my blog.stop pretending ur prepaid isnt bought yet.stop pretending you didnt understand my questions. i'm aksing u now.you read it.you ans me.i just wan to know y cant u juz be urself all e time? i've known u for years.but when were u ever there completely?you disppear whenever there's sumone.why?is e prospect so scary??

i nv mean to disappoint dad by droppin econs.i juz cant cope wv my subjects.yes i am lazy.i dun deny.but i was nv interested.i took it coz my parents believe it'll help.coz it'll open more doors in uni.i wanted to be interested so much.but ever since e beginning of tis yr, i no longer can stand e subject.letting it go was better.now i feel so much liek a failure my family made em out to be.just coz herman could juggle 4'A's n 2 's'papers.just coz meisi scored 3'a' n a 'b'.just coz liing is a model.just coz i'm nt wat they r.i am me.accpet me.but no.wenhui is always better.

"you'r too slow to pick up concepts.you dun hv e beauty.you dun hv e brains.you dun hv e ability.you dun hv gd frenz.you r nt studyin.you r nt doin us proud.you r strayin so much.you r so distant now."

__Why did i ever rebel?TO get YOUR attention!!TO at least be gd at sumting.TO succeed at cuasing havoc.TO e diff one at hm.__

Dun put me down.I am an asset. BE proud of ME!

n alvin, u dun hv to talk to me if u dun like my attitude!i dun need you of all ppl to tell me wat to say!u arnt any better MR Manners!go stuff ur fucking lecture up your sodomised ass!get off my back.

*i'm pissed.i'm so so so pissed.*

-imperfection=wenqi-