I thought i was used to being placed 2nd.But that was not the case.I thought growing up in such environment makes me a stronger person.But that wasnt the case.Coz even after all this time, i minded all the unfairness.What has he that i do not,which you must make obvious?

Attention is always on him.Just him alone.Then what about me?He's the smarter of us two,the brighter of us two,the livelier of us two,the cuter of us two, always always the better of us two.I don't wish to be petty.I'm not even jealous.I just want to be seen as an equal.On par with my lil bro.

My dad promised the camera.I should have known better.Of course i understand a new pc is essential.Of course i do.But no,i don't actually really know.I dont understand why is your notebook so important.The com's in working condition.And i would have bought one at the end of the year.I wanted a camera since last year.You wanted a com only weeks ago.I should have been e priority.Why are you made the topmost then?

I don't see a camera as being useless.coz i use it often.-Dont dismiss my wants just coz his is wat u care-it was silly to have cared so much i know.But the disappointment was there.

For the one time when u truly listened to me, you chose to leave me bare.
-Tears i have,but shall not shed.For they have not flowed to where it truly hurts-