It's getting late. But early bedtime. Heck its only 11.30! My hair's not dry. The headache's back. The cramps are worse. Too much cold stuff again. There's different types of people in the world. There's this one kind who obviously knows what will be the eventual outcome but still go ahead with the action. I'm that kind. Having period will always bring about cramps. Taking cold food just add on to it. haiz....dumb bell.

Was over at aunt's place. The kids went crazy. Taught them abit of piano. Played a duet with Yuki. And Niki shat in her panties. Kids. But Valerie's a dear. Yixhun swear to marry me when he grows ups. My baby boy. Aw....

Overheard the adults talking about Liping anyway. Seems like we've lost her completely. She's totally changed. But then it took them quite long to notice it. I mean she's never been the same since sec school. I don't mind whatever that she's doing now, after all everybody has a choice. If it's to be a mistake, she has to make it to realise it. So why are they so bothered?

Was hiding in the room with Dana and she chanced a question on me. "Can love ever be happily ever after like shrek?" Simple question. The answer, though, can be complicated enough. Coz i don't believe in that. Being a girl, i used to believe in thta. My parents were the perfect example. But as i grew up over the years, love takes on a different meaning altogether. Ms Neo says my parents are the ultimate couple. But nobody sense the turbulance beneath the surface. The harsh words, the glares, the coldness, the leashings.

I can't blame my mother for being paraniod. Neither can i blame my father for being impatient. But they manage to stick it together. Will i get to? Most probably not. I promised to not get involved too much. Coz what i give out will never be returned. It wasn't a try or two. I dabbed at it for half a dozen times. Doesn't work means it doesn't. Coz its not for me dat"s why